Travel Journal, 1Travel Journal

Marathon / Looe Key Reef
May 2000
The Spiritual Traveler


        I was jogging on the Old Seven-Mile Bridge, just south of Marathon, in the early morning. The stretch of condemned bridge runs parallel to, and several hundred yards distant from the one in use, and is open to joggers, cyclists, rollerbladers, and fishermen.  It's about two miles each way from the tip of Vaca Key to tiny Pigeon Key, where the condemned bridge breaks off, and back.  Pigeon Key-the halfway point of my jog-is a sad, deserted looking place, dotted with a number of dilapidated whitewashed wooden houses on stilts that dated from the WWII era and some clusters of yellowish palm trees, which presently serves as some type of marine research station.  
       I was feeling stiff, out of shape, and the distance seemed a long one.  The sun was not yet up, but the sky was already bright.  I counted about four or five other people on the bridge-either fishermen whom I passed or joggers coming the other way-not many people in a two-mile stretch.  I liked the feeling of isolation-the long bridge running over open sea practically at the very tip of the continental United States, the ungodly hour, and the old bridge itself-a ghostly remnant that led basically nowhere and back.
       The previous year I had visited this spot, and at the time the old bridge seemed a fitting symbol for my life-a failed and irrelevant experiment.  The parallel bridge, with its purposeful traffic heading to Key West or Miami represented an alternative path.  In the intervening months, I had gotten my life started in a whole new direction, and yet it had brought me right back to this rusty old bridge, which now felt very comfortable.  
       Pigeon Key started to come into better view.  I was three-quarters of the way to the island when a young woman passed me slowly on an old one-speed bike.  She was dressed in a bikini top and cutoffs, with a baseball cap pulled over her head, and her skin was very bronzed.  Every once in a while, she would stop her bike and peer over the bridge, down at the water below.  I watched her pedal her way to the dead-end just above Pigeon Key, and stop her bike there.  Always meticulous in my habits, I didn't intend to let her presence deter me from jogging right up to the dead-end sign before making my turn.  At the last moment, however, it didn't seem polite to just run up to where she was standing and turn around, so I stopped and greeted her.  
       "Hi, how are you doing?"      
       "Fine.  Nice morning, isn't it," she returned me greeting in friendly fashion.  
        Travel Journal, 2 I joined her at the side of the bridge, resting my elbows on the railing, and peered down at the water with her.
       "I like to come and watch the fish," she said.  "You can see puffers, eagle rays, skates, tarpon, needlefish.  There are sea turtles, too."    
       "What are needlefish?"
       "Long, translucent fish.  They look like a needle, like you can thread them.  And down there," she pointed, "there's a nurse shark, a brown nurse shark lives down there.  I see her almost every day."
       "How do you know it's the same one?"
       "They're territorial.  They stick pretty much to the same area.  I saw a couple of bonnet heads out here.  They're also called shovelheads.  I saw some puffer fish yesterday, and a cowfish."
       "Cowfish?"
       "Yeah.  They're small.  They've got two little points on the top of their head, almost like antennae, and they're fat.  They'll fit in your hand, and they're really friendly.  And if you're in a canal, looking down, and one swims by, he'll turn his body sideways so he can look up at you.  They're really cute."
       I felt I should get back to my jogging, thanked her for the information, and watched her pedal off ahead of me, sticking close to the railing, and occasionally stopping to peer over it.  In this manner, she kept ahead of me, but not far ahead.  I caught up to her once again, and smiled.
       "Looks like it's going to be a nice day."
       "Yeah, a great one," she smiled back.  
       A few minutes later, she was ahead of me again, and leaning over the railing, when she suddenly signaled to me wildly.  "Come and look," she called out.
       I jogged up to her and looked at the sea.  "Where?" I asked.
       "There," she pointed.
       At first I didn't see anything, but then I saw it.  A huge creature shaped something like a piece of ravioli, gliding near the surface of the water, cream colored, with purplish markings all over it.  "What is it?" I inquired.
       "A spotted eagle ray.  They're solitary creatures."
       I watched the graceful creature sail through the water with the edges of it broad mantle rippling, as if it were flying.  "I wonder how they find mates, if they're swimming around alone all around the ocean," I commented.  Maybe they have some kind of sonar."
       "I don't know, probably.  The sea turtles are the same way."
       I introduced myself.
       "My name's Abbe Ludwig," she said.  She asked me where I was from, what I was doing in the area, and where I was staying.  I told her that I was down for about ten days, and was holed up in Marathon.
       "How did you get so knowledgeable about the marine life out here, just by reading?" I asked her.
       "Reading, and watching the Discovery Channel.  They're also things you want to know when you're diving.  Do you dive?"
       "I've never tried it."
       "At least you should go snorkeling while you're here.  You can take a charter from Big Pine Key to Looe Key Reef.  It can be pretty spectacular."
       "That sounds like good advice.  What other places do you suggest I see?"
        Travel Journal, 8"You ought to out Long Beach Drive.  It's sort of an exclusive area, and at the end of it is Little Palm Island.  There's a resort there where the rooms are eight hundred dollars a day."
       "Eight hundred a day?"
       "Oh, yeah.  The local folk call it Little Pompous Island," she laughed.  "There's a ferry that takes you out there from Little Torch Key.  It's where they used to film Gilligan's Island.  Kathy Lee Gifford stays out there, and a lot of sports people.  My husband did a lot of work out there after the hurricane.   Travel Journal, 9The chefs used to fix elaborate these lunches for the roofers.  They had a couple of good months there.  They all gained a few pounds."
       "Eight hundred dollars a day!  It would be nice to be able to throw that kind of money around."
       "Yeah.  It's pretty amazing, too, with the bugs and mosquitoes.  They don't have mosquito control out there."
       "I haven't noticed mosquitoes out here."
       "It's not bad in Marathon.  But they spray in the Big Pine Key and Little Torch Key area.  The planes buzz you when you're driving by.  They come real low."
       I asked her what she did, and she told me that she was a volunteer worker with Habitat for Humanity.  "I do mainly office work, but I go out to sites.  We're tearing down a lot of buildings damaged in last year's hurricane, and putting new structures up.  In the Miami area, it's a big corporate competition-companies send their employees out to enhance their reputation.  A lot of the recipients of their help are people on welfare-many of them perfectly capable of helping themselves.  But here in the Keys, it's different.  Most of our workers are people assigned by the courts to do community service-lots of people busted for DUI.  And hopefully most of the people we help are people who genuinely need us."
       "A lot of them are storm victims?"
       "Yes.  And others are just elderly people on fixed income, who just can't do repairs around the house.  So we help them with that."
       "And is there any problem with the people assigned to do community service?  After all, they're not volunteers, are they?"
       "No.  They have to do the work for a certain number of hours.  But, amazingly, a lot of them continue to work with us after they've done community service.  For the most part, they're very helpful.  They do the work.  And we try to make it fun for them.  And the men take to that macho stuff.  They end up making it a competition.    
        "Do you come out to the bridge pretty regularly?" I asked her.
       "Yeah.  I come out with by bike and least five times a week."
       "I was out here with a bike once," I replied, "and had a hard time pedaling into the wind.  If you've got a really good bike it might be fun."
       "This is a really good bike."
       "It looks like just a one-speed.
       "With a foot brake, that's right.  It's a stainless steel, heavy-duty bike.  I've had it for seven years.  It never rusts."
       "But it must be hard work going against the wind."
       "Yes, but I'm in it for the exercise.              
                
         Travel Journal, 3I decided to take Abbe's advice and booked a trip to Looe Key Reef for an afternoon of snorkeling.  The company was called Strike Zone Charters, and was located at the southern tip of Big Pine Key, on the western side of the Intercoastal Highway.  There were only six other passengers, beside myself, along with the captain and first mate.  The boat was docked at the end of a canal, right alongside the booking office.  We climbed aboard and waiting about fifteen minutes before shoving off at 1:30 in the afternoon.  The sky was hazy, but mainly cloud-free.  The temperature must have been in the low 90s.  We headed in a southerly direction through the canal, emerged in an inlet, turned suddenly eastward, and went underneath the highway causeway and out into the open Atlantic.
       After about thirty minutes, we came in sight of the reef, which was recognizable as a line of boats anchored in what appeared to be open water.  "How far are we out from Big Pine Key?" I asked the tanned, well-built, college age kid who was the mate. Travel Journal, 4
        

        




        


        
        
        
         "About five miles," he answered.
       "And how far are we from Looe Key?"
       "This is it."
       "There's no actual island?"
       "No.  It's just a reef.
       As soon as we had anchored, the captain stepped forward and explained the procedures.  We were given snorkels, swim fins, and a life vest, along with instructions on how to signal in case of distress, when to come aboard, how to inflate the vest, and how to clear the snorkel apparatus of water.    
       I jumped in the water and slowly tried to acclimatize myself to swimming with all this gear.  After a while, I got the hang of it more or less, and set about searching for fish to photograph with the disposable underwater camera I had brought along with me.  A couple of bikini-clad girls on a nearby boat were a greater attraction than the fish.  After a while, I tired of struggling with the snorkel apparatus, swam back to the boat, and traded it in for a pair of ordinary swim goggles I had brought with me.  I also felt the lift vest inhibited me from diving.  
       "Is the life vest absolutely necessary?" I asked the captain.  "I'm a good swimmer."
       "I guess not," he replied, somewhat reluctantly, and took the vest from me.
        Travel Journal, 7After getting rid of the vest, I found it easier to swim around and dive deep enough to be roughly at eye level with the fish.  I had been swimming around for a good twenty minutes, when I suddenly felt seasick.  I managed to get back to the boat and hold on to the ladder.  The movement of the boat in the swell increased my discomfort.  I hauled myself aboard and lay down for a while on the deck.  After a while, I felt better, and struck up a conversation with the captain.
       "I didn't see any big fish," I said.  
       "You didn't?" the captain replied.  "Two of the divers saw a Caribbean reef shark.  It was about six feet long.  And one of the snorkelers saw a tarpin about five feet long.  There are barracuda out there, too."
       "Well, I saw mainly small ones.  There was a really intense blue fish.  That was a parrot fish?"
       "A blue parrot fish.  Yeah."
       "Then there were those small striped ones."
       "Those were the sergeant majors, with the black and yellow bars, probably.  They're a kind of damselfish that is found near the surface.  But there are a lot of other kinds of damselfish that are found down on the bottom."
       "I got right in the middle of a school of them."
       "Right.  They travel in big groups.  
       "Then there were these long, pale-colored fish, sort of silvery blue with a yellow stripe."
       "Yeah.  That's the yellowtail snapper.  The vertical marks on fish are called, bars, by the way.  The horizontal marks are called stripes.  So the sergeant majors have bars, and the yellowtail has a stripe.  The yellowtail snapper will also come up right near the glass and hang around.  As a matter of fact, there are some swimming around under the boat right now," he gestured to the box frames in which the glass bottoms were set.
       "Every day we have boats out here," he continued, "so the fish on Looe Key are used to people.  And the thing about reef fish is that this is where they live.  The fish on Looe Key live on Looe Key.  Once they become resident fish, they stay in the same area their whole life."
       "So they're territorial?"
       "Yes.  They're territorial.  But another way of saying it is that they have a very specific home range.  As they get older, their home range increases.  That's particularly true of the grouper and snapper.  As they get bigger, they start sweeping a larger area.  But still, their main area remains the same."
       "And the boats and people are just something they get used to?"
       "Right.  Looe Key had been a sanctuary for over twenty years, so the fish are not afraid of people in the water.  They just go on about their business."
       "So they've all seen people before."
       "They see people and boats all the time, and they realize that no harm will come to them.  That's why they tend to swim close to you.  The barracuda, especially, tend to be curious.  They're at the top of the food chain.  They're not after people, but they're not afraid of people, either.  People tend to get a little nervous when they see the barracuda swimming next to them.  They also have an uncanny ability to pop up behind you.  They have much better depth perception in the water than we do, of course.  And people, over the years, have done lot of feeding of the fish, so sometimes the fish are associating you with a potential food source, and they tend to follow you a bit."
       "What do people feed them?"
       "It depends on the fish.  Actually, the yellowtail snapper are very opportunistic.  They'll eat almost anything. They'll eat pizza, hamburgers, and French fries.  But their normal diet is made up of small crabs, small fish, shrimp, and things like that.  A lot of the predators-the grouper, most snapper, and barracuda will not eat things that are not flesh."
       The other divers and snorkelers were coming on board, and we set off for a new location, in the middle of the reef.  I felt up to going in again, and saw mainly more of the same type of fish.  I felt seasick once again, and clambered aboard.  The captain had some music on.  It was "A Whiter Shade of Pale."  As I sank weakly on deck, I heard the familiar lyrics:
       
       We tripped the light fandango
       Turned cartwheels on the floor
       I was feeling kind of seasick  
       The crowd called out for more
       The room was humming harder
       As the ceiling flew away
       When we called out for another drink
       The waiter brought a tray

       
       "Is that some kind of inside joke, playing that song?" I asked the captain ruefully.
       "What do you mean?" he asked.
       "You don't have that on tape?"
       "No.  It's the radio."
        Travel Journal, 5"That's strange.  Didn't you notice the lyrics?  I was just climbing on board feeling seasick and they were about feeling seasick…"
       The captain seemed startled.
       "I've never been seasick before," I said, somewhat defensively.
       "It's a fear reaction," the captain replied.  "You've got this thing in your ear called an odolith.  It's basically a calcified sphere.  It's floating in fluid, and it's got nerve endings.  All vertebrates have them in their inner ear.  It's a balance organ.  Whenever you move one way or another, gravity makes the odolith sink in the fluid, and this pulls on the nerve endings and tells you whether you're on your side, if you're up, if your down, or whatever.  We're land animals.  We're on solid ground, and we're dictating our own movements.  So therefore, when you're on a boat, or in a care, plane, or train-anything that's moving you around-you're not in control of every time you move.  It's a matter of perception overload.  Your brain is getting too many messages, and you're not the one that's making it happen.  It's telling you to stop, and the problem is that you can't.  Over time, it no longer happens to you.  Your brain gets used to those messages, and you ignore them.
         Travel Journal, 6 It's not really a physiological thing, like gastrointestinal disturbance.  It's literally mental.  We don't think we're supposed to be moving unless we decide to move.  Gymnasts don't get sick because they're consciously deciding to make their movements.  The rationale is there, so it doesn't bother them.  When you can't control your movement any more, it produces a panic reaction.  Your mind is telling you to get out of this situation in which you're not in control.  It affects some people more than others."
       I thought about the captain's explanation, and there seemed to be something profound about it.  It struck me that the coincidence of hearing the music lyrics just when I was feeling seasick was telling me that this experience had some significance for me.  There was a way in which it was mirroring something that was occurring in my life at the present time.  Lying on the deck of the boat, I felt a desire to be back in my car, driving down the Overseas Highway, in control, driving in a straight line, dictating my own movements. Travel Journal, 10  Life was a curious thing, much of it spent shielding ourselves from too great a sensory overload, in order to reassure ourselves that we were in control of out body, our mind, our life, or our destiny.                
       I thought back to my experience of looking at Seven-Mile Bridge over a year ago.  I had turned a corner, then.  I had seen my life as a dead-end bridge, leading to nowhere.  But instead of switching to the modern bridge, to the road with a sure destination, I felt I had jumped off entirely into the waters of experience below.  The seasickness was telling me that I was a little out of my depth, a little bewildered by my new environment.  But it also meant that I was pushing myself a little, which I needed to do.  All in all, this seasickness was a good thing, I thought to myself.
         Travel Journal, 11       

         A few days later I met Abbe on the old Seven-Mile Bridge again, and filled her in on my snorkeling trip.  She was not on her bike this time, and her small stature was more noticeable.  We walked halfway to Pigeon Key and back.  It was a cloudy day, which made the water impenetrable to our gaze.  There was a rainstorm in the distance, and she pointed out what seemed to be a waterspout forming. I told her that I planned to come back in September for the hurricane season, and would look her up again when I returned.  When we got back to our cars, I wanted to take her picture, but she said, "Oh, no," and quickly ducked inside her car, put on her sunglasses, rolled up the window, and smiled at me as I fumbled with my camera case.  I just managed to get her as she pulled away.
 
Copyright © The Spiritual Traveler, 2001